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About Me Member Emotional Poet BellaMorbidMistress20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Solitude

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Feels like the First timeWith every broken heart there is a distinct feeling of emptiness   
With every heartache a sense of accomplishment can come across after many long nights of crying   
If not for heartache then none of us would know how love feels   
With every new relationship there is a risk of rejection   
With every idiot companion there is a good chance of no heartache   
If not for them none of us would know what we don’t want in a lover   
With every new experience, there is an ending the no one ever wants   
A broken heart caused by a genine hurt, always feels like the first time Feels like the First time
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Reality SituationI feel compelled to hang on to your every word  Then I’ll over analize the meaning  The worst analization is when there is no depth in your words  That’s when I am left with empty hopes  I mentally record everything you say  I rewind to see how much of an ass I made of myself  Not getting my hopes up is my largest difficulty  
Was I too soon, my hearts still has open wounds.  Why would I once again sacrifice my heart?   
Wounded, Sore, Broken   
Physically innocent but mentally mature  Are we really on different mental levels?  Do our personalities mesh well?  My mind Reality Situation
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DetoxifyMy confused mind is your tactic to keep me attached to you  I didn’t realize what was going on til’ it was to late, I had been brainwashed  I give you credit, you kept my creative jucies pumping   
My muse and also a lover  I moved you in a way that you never knew  You used me in a way that is unforgivable and undeniable  I’m not the bitch you percieve me to be   
Because I broke your heart you lashed out  Don’t deny yourself to other people, you would be denying your nature  Don’t be pissed at me because I know how to live my life despite of the consequences   
Is any of this r Detoxify
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SourceIf I tried hard enough I might learn to not give a crap  It’s hard to devote a years worth of emotion and throw it away in a matter of seconds  Nothing in the rulebook says you have to be an ass   
Your butt hurt because your source of control left you  You have no one to manipulate into your idea of reality  Payback is a bitch and regret and bite you in the ass   
All is not fair in love and war  Don’t stand there and lecture me about being a bad person  Why am I still affected by your mind games?   
Is that ll you live by, making others think you’re a great person  Bullshit, w Source
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  • Current Residence: California
  • Interests: Writing, Photography, Quoting random movies
  • Favourite movie: Stigmata,
  • Favourite band or musician: Dashboard Confessional
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dominik
  • Shell of choice: My own skin
  • Favourite cartoon character: Timmy
  • Personal Quote: It hurts to be the self-proclaimed president of the Ugly Girls Club
  • Tools of the Trade: dull pencil, binder paper

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~Dorry-fied Sep 16, 2006, 4:57:17 PM
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thanks for your :+fav: :blackrose:

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Hey thank you so much for adding Freedom [link] to your favs!!! thnxs :hug:

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